“I’m a paradox. I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad. I’m lazy, yet I’m ambitious. I don’t like myself, but I also love who I am. I say I don’t care, but I really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I’m a conflicted contradiction. If I can’t figure myself out, there’s no way anyone else has.”—Unknown (via peonify)
“I’m not sure if I’m depressed. I mean, I’m not exactly sad. But I’m not exactly happy either. I can laugh and joke and smile during the day, But sometimes when I’m alone at night I forget how to feel.”—John Green (via bee-d)
if you want a nice body, go get it. if you want to become a lawyer, study your ass off. if you want nice hair, pick a style and get it done. stop being afraid and motivate yourself. find yourself. find your happiness, because it’s out there waiting for you.
okay okay okay finally came across the post that is telling me to do my paper. bye.
This one time when I was about 13 I got swine flu and had to stay off school for 2 weeks. While I was off somebody spread a rumour that I wasn’t there because I’d been hit by a truck and died. So when I came back into school I walked into English class and everybody started screaming and I cried.
Currently creating a new blog! This one will still be enabled for my own entertainment. The new one will be more about me. It will be fresh, new, and leaving all my posts about the past, exs, etc., in the past. I’ll post my url when it’s done!
It’s another Friday night. As I’m writing this, Peter is playing League of Legends about three feet away from me. A few years ago, I would have never imagined myself in a boy’s room. But here I am now, chilling on his bed, wasting time on my laptop. Being able to just do our own things without it being awkward or boring is so nice. I can just turn my head to the right and see him there. He makes me happy.